ribbonfighter: (Serious)
Allenby Beardsley ([personal profile] ribbonfighter) wrote2006-11-17 04:58 pm

*sigh*

Eagle... did you get Jamie hurt again?

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, and how do you know he can't kill me? He said he would. He was real sincere about that, too.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Because... it's his job to keep you alive and protect you. That's why he takes over when you panic in a dangerous situation.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Sure. Is that why he takes over when I don't want him to and gets me beat up?

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
More like when you panic and completely freak out to the point of being unable to function?

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
...

I know he does that. But he does it even when nothing's wrong, just so he can screw around and get into fights and ruin everything for me. That's what I hate the most about him.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
He does that because he feels trapped. Like all you do is keep him bottled up in a cage all the time. But, he's been good with me and Taiki since then. I know about what happened with Uranus... and Eagle is confrontational. That's not going to change overnight. But you have to be willing to try... because he is.

He was really sincere, Jamie. I know it's hard for you to believe, but I could tell.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
Well why SHOULDN'T I keep him locked up? And how many times have you talked with him, anyway?

...and who's Uranus?

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
A few times... I'm trying to help both of you, remember? It's... not easily explained.

She's another Guardian... short blonde hair... uniform similar to Pluto's.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, her.

I don't even remember passing out or anything where he could talk to you, besides those two times.

...god. I hate this.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
That's why I'm trying to help the two of you.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Can you help me get rid of him so I never have to deal with him again? 'Cause that would be a BIG help.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-20 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately, it doesn't work like that...

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
Because... Eagle isn't exactly a second personality. He was sent to you... he just can't say by who and anything more than it's his job to protect you.

And, yes... I believe him. He was really serious when he said it... not like being an asshole like normal. We had a real talk, Jamie. You have to believe that.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Well if it's his job then he should be fired, because he sucks at it. Getting into fights with my body and getting my limbs broken and dislocated doesn't sound like protecting to me.

And how can you say he's not another personality? It says right there in all those books. It sounds just like him. And me. I thought you said you'd looked some stuff up.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
*sigh* I know it doesn't. But he's frustrated with you. You need to try and talk to him more... I know you can.

And books aren't the be all and end all to everything. When I talked more with Eagle, it sounded more and more like something else, not an actual case of multiple personalities.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Talk to him more? What am I supposed to say, "Stop hurting me, it's kind of a bummer"? I've tried that. It doesn't work. He likes pissing me off because he hates me.

chaos said that, too - about him being something other than a split personality. What do you think it is, since you're apparently the only one he's deigned to clue in about any of this?

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I happen to think he's a spirit of some sort. *crosses her arms at him*

However, I'm not appreciating your tone here. If you don't want my help, then just say so.

*huff*

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
...

I never said I didn't want your help.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Then stop treating me like the bad guy.

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not. Just...look at it from my point of view and think about how weird this all is.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I know... but...

I'm trying... and so's Eagle...

[identity profile] wildmildchild.livejournal.com 2006-11-21 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I know you're trying. I just don't trust him.

[identity profile] ribbonfighter.livejournal.com 2006-11-22 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. I think I can work on that with him.